I asked myself that very question this week when I thought about the blog or lack there of, of the blogging.

Lets see… last time I was writing, I was letting you know about my new therapist and my struggles with PTSD, anxiety and depression. The battle still rages on but my new meds, therapist, circle of trust, prayer and reaching out to our Lord are the only way to fight the battle.

What’s happening now? I have requested my records from every hospital I received care at, and I am preparing  to send them to Johns Hopkins. I have requested an appt from both the cardiac side and the pain management side at Hopkins.

…. I was recently speaking to a second cardiologist who is following my case (aka-hes the cardiologist that gets called at my local hospital), and he encouraged me to go to Hopkins to explore different treatment options and  better research. His best word of advice was “don’t be frustrated with the journey, just keep going”, basically, it doesnt matter how twisted, frustrating or disappointing this journey has been, but each part is a part of my healing. Each step gets us a little closer to answers or a solution…RELIEF.

So, I ask for your prayers that the record requests are quickly processed and we can get the appointment at Hopkins scheduled.

Later gators.